A letter from my grandmother.

My Grandmother passed away about a month ago. This (rather long...but stick with it) letter below was written by her to my Dad, Aunt and Uncle when she and my Grandfather were missionaries in South Korea. My Dad and his siblings were in the states. This makes me so glad to come from a linage of believers. What tugged at my heart in this letter was her desire to pass on to her children not just that Jesus gives us eternal life in heaven, but what a "relationship with Christ" really means to us here on earth. Please read:

I woke up early this morning and thought of how I would begin my first class to get their attention and to start us on the right track--It will go something like this--Have you created anything or made anything just because you wanted to? --just for your own satisfaction--for your own glory? Then it was yours and you could do with it as you pleased. Then, if you, a human being, have the right to create something for your own glory (satisfaction), doesn't God, who is all powerful, have the right to create things for His own glory--for His own satisfaction--and use them the way He wants to? God in His wisdom and power created this universe and created man for His own glory. this means that the purpose of our being here--the very purpose of our lives--is to glorify God--to have a personal relationship with Him, giving Him thanks and praise. This is why we were created.

I've already worked awfully hard on this year's Bible Study, but last year I really slaved. However, it was good for me, 'cause I got a lot straightened out in my own mind--things that had bothered me. I had some real frustrations about finding Christ to be of help personally in my everyday life and also had some resentments toward God. Nothing seemed to help with the daily struggle, and life seemed mighty rough to me. Slowly during the past four years I have come to understand the two sides of the Christian life as God evidently planned it: first, eternal life, through faith in Christ, which I settled long ago; second, the abundant daily life which comes through letting Christ take over in our hearts and believing that He is right here with us to help us with all that we will trust to Him--a personal relationship by faith. It's the same faith, but a different aspect--we can have faith for eternal life and exercise that same faith for an abundant life on this earth. We just have to open our lives to Christ and accept by faith the fact that Christ is right here with us ready to help us. This more abundant life I have slowly come to understand and have grown into. I had felt all along that there must be more to the Christian life than I had found. Now I know there is no other way to peace and satisfaction on this earth than in putting Christ first in everything and trusting Him to work out everything for me. This is really a great and wonderful realization, because it takes the burden out of living and gives a peace and joy that cannot be had without Christ. Now what really hurts me is that I didn't know of this abundant life and how to have this personal relationship with Christ through faith in time to teach each of you children to put Christ first in all your thinking and planning. This really tears my heart. And because I love you children so much and don't want you to have to go through the misery and separation from Christ that I went through, I'm trying to tell you this now. I so hope that you take this step of faith, and ask Christ to come into your heart and take over, because Christ dwelling in you can give you a wonderful satisfying life of peace and contentment--it doesn't mean having to go out and do things for Him--He doesn't really need any one of us--it just means asking Christ into our lives, trusting that He is there continually and letting Him take over and guide and take care of our needs--let Him guide even in the little things of life--there at home--in relationship--in working out problems with people--in the decisions you make--in seeking your life work and life partner--even as to the use of your time--asking for His guidance and strength, admitting that your strength and wisdom come from Him, putting your problems in His hands and saying, "Lord I can't, but You can", and trusting Him to work. The abundant life is a personal relationship, believing that Christ is right here with you and within you and that He personally cares about your present situation and problems as well as your future. You enter into this personal relationship by asking Christ to live in you and take over your life problems, and then trusting Him to do it, and then praising Him and thanking Him for his presence, for salvation in Him, for life, health, beauties of His world, His power, His wisdom, His help, the things He has allowed us to have, the work we have to do, etc., giving Him praise and glory. Out part is to yield ourselves to Him, entirely and willingly, trusting Him to accomplish results. If we take a step of faith we can expect God to work. "The step of faith always falls on the seeming void, but finds the rock beneath." He can carry our burdens and manage our affairs if we commit them to Him. You may need to pray the prayer I had to pray many times, "Lord, I believe, help thou mine unbelief.". Faith will grow as we thank Him and give Him praise and glory. Deut. 28:47 shows us through Moses' words to the children of Israel that we are to "praise the Lord with joyfulness and gladness of heart by reason of the abundance of all things". So it is yielding ourselves to Christ, trusting Him in everything and praising Him that brings the abundant life here on earth.